After More Than 12Yrs….YCKSS Meet Up!!!

Thank GOD for facebook that i have found most of yckss classmates. Have totally lost contacts with them,for years i was wondering what have they been doing? But lucky for me i went to yckss forum @facebook,manage to find most of them.

Meeting them was like meeting someone new,was abit excited and nervous as i have not seen them for years. We went for a KTV session @ serangoon garden before that i had to skip dinner with them as i have work commitment. But still i get to see friends i had not seen for years. Seriously it meant something special to me to see them. They still look them same,still the same old playful kind even at this age. Still fun i guess…looking us all grow up was something we look forward too when we were young. I could not belive even some got married with kids. The playful Sandy married and got two twins, Victor married as well with kids, Anand the only indian guy in our class was a night Safari ZOO keeper, yen yen the bubbly girl also married…..and i really dun know how to describe my feelings. From us Sch uniforms till now all grown up, everything all seems yesterday. I cannot belive time just pass us like wind breeze….just blow pass us. If there was chance back to the past i really wanna cherish what i have been through be it good or bad (Try to make it better).

Time was damn fast as we finish @ 2am so its bye bye to all. But we did say we be meeting in 3mths time. So there goes 12 years and counting……

Start Of A New Year (The Good & The Bad)

What a start of a new year , first of all i would like to say is……….What the FARK is $500 bonus. If u guys think its a lot , sorry cos i dun even have a 13th mth bonus . So i would like to say thats all i am worth for the past year. But i have to admit its better den what i have gotten last year. Last year nearly “FAINTZ” when i see my pay , it was pathetic , simply pathetic.

But the good thing is i manage to continue banning myself from smoke , i manage and control myself from buying them. Seriously until now i dun know why i smoke in the first place or i cannot find a good answer to smoking. But sometimes i do have the urge of smoking . I feel more fresh when i dun smoke , its also funny when i see people smoke and i dun…its just this feeling i dun know how to describe????

Even after the chinese new year i tend to lose my concentration on my job. I am begining to lose interest in what i am doing. This is the first time in 4 and a half years during my time here. Have not been able to get a hold of myself , i feel i have lost it and its like i have to find that thing back!!!!!! So damn tired exhausted , especiallywhen times are bad , i really wanna put down everything and do what i always wanted to do. If there is a choice mayb i should have quit 2 years back . Now the way i see my company is heading and all my colleagues changing it does not look good. I ust hope by the time i leave this place i will still have fond memories of it.

Nite Nite……Yawnzzzzz…real damn tired…gonna be a boring day againzzzz…………..